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Did anyone watch the show "You Hua Jiu Shuo" on Chn U yesterday? I disagree strongly to the ridiculous fallcies the adults are making on why it is wrong to blog. There is absoloooootely nothing, NOTHING wrong with blogging. I shall elaborate tomorrow.

jam scribbled at 10:06 PM

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Yuzhong: Is this an oxidsing agent?
___: Hmm...(pauses for two seconds)...This is not a reducing agent.


Beat that. And you can become the world's greatest subject tutor.


Had wanted to blog about a lot of stuff but felt very lazy. Anyways, went to see chinese doctor the other day. He told me to stop taking antibiotics. Uh~why do english and chinese doctors always clash? If only they couldwork together or something. Both kinds of medication complement each other, actually. Its like flies and ants. If houseflies could learn from ants, they could maybe stop eating shit(literally). Then ants teach them how to look for their own food or something. Omg. I actually made such a connection.

And I didn't manage to go for Interact after all yesterday. I found out my ezlink card had zero value and I only had enough spare change for one bus trip. Point is, I found out about that after I crossed the bridge to take bus to serene centre. So I crossed the bridge again and walked there. Then the weather was freaking hot and I felt very frustrated. Then, after waiting for 20minutes and visualizing a fantastic double-decker aircon bus, here came a cranky old anytime-about-to-break-down bus 186. I think it was older than me lah. Why!!! I thought SBS raised bus fares so that they could provide aircon buses even for feeder service. And you still get 100year-old buses that was worse than those 157 buses in the past. At least those cranky 157 buses cranked along so fast that the wind sufficed. But the damn 186 moved so slow and it was like a spa. Worse than that, especially in HC uniform. I paid 55cents to get this kind of rubbish. So I sat down to make a list of '101 ways to kill the SBS board of directors'. Then I saw some primary school kids holding Mr Softees boarding the bus.

I was so jealous!!! Imagine..the icy-cool vanilla(my favourite flavour) ice-cream being put into my mouth and sliding down my gullet, leaving a icy trail behind that made me shiver in delight. But no, I fell asleep instead. Then when I woke up, I got a rude shock. The bus had reached its terminal-some ulu pandan place called St Michaels Terminal, where birds don't lay eggs and there wasnt a passenger in sight except for bus drivers. Then I had to buy a stupid bottle of mineral water at an absurd price of $1.10 just to get the spare change needed so that I could take the bus back. But I figured by the time I reached the service centre, I would have like 10minutes left or something. So I wasted my time after all.

And yesterday there came a freaking flying female cockroach flying around the light bulb. Nothing is more scary than a freaking flying female cockroach. If you didn't know, only female cockroaches fly. It's so unfair. The male species of roachies can only run around on the ground like morons. But all cockroaches are morons to begin with anyway. My mother caught it eventually and I don't know what she did with it. If it was me, I would ground it into fine powder and then scatter its mashed corpse in the wind so that it wouldn't have a proper burial place. Muhahaahahaaha.

jam scribbled at 9:41 PM

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Yays. Blogging during PW is fun.

I tried to do some tutorials, chem to be specific. But failed miserably thanks to two idiotic people.
Namely, my dearest junior EDWARD and ex-s62 WEIYING (obviously not the MGS one as she is too busy listening to Sly's album...) Under the continuous (and simultaneous) barrage of sms-attacks I struggled to do my chem tutorial.

Edward: Which house are you in? In HC.
Me: Athena..it rocks!
Edward: Lolz...athena..she was a god who could run very fast obviously you should change house.
Me: !!! (such good juniors I have huh?)

Weiying: Btw your last time blogskin nicer.
Me: I know..but some people say the skin quite girly so I change in case people doubt my sexuality again.
Weiying: Huh but this one not so nice people where will doubt your GENDER! you are a female what.
Me: !!! (Hello!??!?! I helped you sign up for song composition course lah! If not you could not get in liao...still say this kind of things.)

*yutian pops by.

So, I didnt manage to finish my chem tutorial.

*yutian pops away.

jam scribbled at 9:31 AM

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ok! here's the promised ice-cream pic. (refer three posts back.)

jam scribbled at 10:00 PM

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Ah! Why do you keep following me?
I've rejected you so many times.
I've told you we should not be together.
You've been torturing me for a few days.
I've endured many sleepless nights with you.
You've left me tossing and turning in bed.
You should go and find someone better off.
Find someone more suitable for you.
I'm not fit for you.
The pain I go through everyday..you will not understand.
You make me wanna...






COUGH!!!

GO AWAY COUGH!!! I WANT TO STOP COUGHING!!!

Hahas. What were you thinking of? =D


Explanation:

Ah! Why do you keep following me? You can't get rid of a cough that easily.
I've rejected you so many times. Who would want a cough, right?
I've told you we should not be together. Of course you shouldn't associate with coughs!
You've been torturing me for a few days. Coughs are not very pleasant to have.
I've endured many sleepless nights with you. You can't sleep when you keep coughing.
You've left me tossing and turning in bed. Same as above...
You should go and find someone better off. Better off=richer=more$ to see doctor.
Find someone more suitable for you. Yupz. Someone more suitable to cough.
I'm not fit for you. If you have a cough, you won't be fit at that point of time.
The pain I go through everyday..you will not understand. Coughing=pain.

Yays!

jam scribbled at 9:24 PM

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Guess what? I saw a pile of dog poo near the lift today. People are so unconsiderate. I mean, if you can't even wipe your shit off the dog's....oops. I meant if you can't even wipe the shit off your dog's butt(a lot of difference there) then you should not be walking about with a poodle trotting behind you. Cause it's a vicious cycle:

1. Dog poos.
2. Poo left on ground.
3. Fly flies.
4. Fly eat poo.
5. Fly flies.
6. Fly eat our food.
7. We poo. (rather, lao-sai)
8. We see doctor.
9. Doctor earn money.
10. People in medical profession increase income.
11. They buy dogs.
12. (return to no. 1)

So, must clean up your poo! Oops, your dog's poo. Cats do it on their own.

jam scribbled at 5:55 PM

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Anyway, finally went to see the doctor today. On the way back, in the lift, I saw a can of Bird Nest's Drink on the floor, spilt all over. At least, in a corner only. Initially I thought, what a waste of bird nest! Then I stopped. No, everyone knows that such Bird Nest's Drink contains only like 0.001% of Bird Nest in one can. So, to taste 1 miserable little piece of Bird Nest, you have to down about 1000 cans, if you havent failed your maths. (100 cans would make 1000 x 0.001 = 1%) Hence the remaining 99.999% is made up of sugar and water. Oh, don't forget the sweet little preservatives too.

Ok I'm lame. Thanks a lot I know that. Back to doing pi4 for PI.

jam scribbled at 9:04 PM

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Woke up today and immediately felt better off dead. Went into a coughing fit and my sore throat, combined with the coughing, was agonizing. Plus I had a headache which luckily subsided after a few minutes. Ok lah, as you can tell from my nick I'm exaggerating a bit but I hate the sore throat. Actually wanted to go swimming but I did not want to pass my germs to other people via pool. I should be paid for this.

Anyway, went for the "Interact newspaper-collection flyer-distribution" yesterday. Did you get what I mean? I didn't. Basically we went around Bishan HDB blocks to give out flyers DOOR-TO-DOOR to notify the residents that we'll be collecting newspapers and clothes etc next week and could they leave them on their doorstep. And no, uncles (and aunties) we had to knock on their stupid door and make them come out to get the flyer. Only if nobody came to the door then we dumped the flyer at their door. During this activity, I discovered there were many types of people.

1. The Shut-the-door type--Basically almost all the houses I went to had their doors closed. I wonder why. Unless they're trying to commit suicide by suffocating themselves inside their houses. Not that I care..my neighbours and I have the habit of leaving our doors open cause we need the fresh supply of O2 unlike some people.
2. The Haha-I-heck-care-you type--They hear your doorbell and don't go to the door even if their door is open and its darn obvious there's people. Such people should be condemned to the bowels of the earth (and stay there).
3. The Haha-I'm clever-and-I-don't-want-to-open-door-you-can't-do-a-shit type--They hear the bell, you hear them coming to the door, they put their eye at the door and they go away without opening the door. And they've done their homework by stuffing a piece of towel or whatever across the slit at the foot of the door. But they forgot you could hear them too.
4. The Haha-I'm-not-so-clever-and-I-don't-want-to-open-door-you-can't-do-a-shit type--They hear the bell, you hear them coming, they put their freaking eye at the door and they go away without opening the door. And you can tell from their shadow casted by the light coming from inside of the house that they're there saying nani-nani-poo-poo to you. They think they're ghosts who dont have shadows. They should at least learn from type number 3.
5. The Mysterious-and-hide-ous type--Hide-ous cause they hide in their houses and refuse to open the door. So you know what? They start talking to you THROUGH THEIR STUPID THICK WOODEN DOOR and get irritated with you for lagging a few milliseconds from the surprise cause they think its normal for people to talk through doors to one another.
6. The-Evil-neighbour type--I don't know what is it about living together in peace and harmony, but you know something's up when the granny tells you that the chi-ko-pek living opposite her is not at home so don't bother knocking and just when she finishes her sentence, the chi-ko-pek in question opens his door. Maybe the chi-ko-pek has been peeping at the old granny. Bad choice, bad taste.
7. The I-have-no-one-to-talk-to type--You knock at their door to give a stupid flyer to them and they start talking about whether you're in cahoots with the garang-gunis and you're going to sell away their precious Readers' Digest to recycle into da4-bian4-zhi3. What's worse, they give speeches on why we should not do that and what we should do with their precious Readers' Digest instead. Hello auntie, we're going to give the stuff collected to Worldvision to help poor children. Your Readers' Digest will be recycled if they could eat the recycled paper.
8. The GO-AWAY-SHOO-F-OFF type--What the, you see a custom-made(it has to be custom made, I don't think anyone sells them) sign showing a picture of a few miniscule Magnolia ice-creams with a large, red cross on them and caption: WE DON'T WANT ICE-CREAM. DO NOT DISTURB US. (I'll try to post a pic on that one)

People are so nice nowadays, aren't they? *smiles sweetly*

jam scribbled at 9:09 PM

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-note: please use the comments function instead of tag..-
When do you know you're REALLY narcissistic? When you have your name (e.g. ADELINE) printed on your shoelace. Tsk tsk.

Today there was an interesting occurence of BPI. It's not a variation of BMI. Shall talk about BPI later.

This morning at the bus-stop, I saw a guy wearing a white long-sleeve shirt and white long pants. He looked very funny...maybe he was trying to be 'Prince Charming'. But he really CMI. Just imagine this:

If he was the prince who came to kiss the Sleeping Beauty to wake her up, the Sleeping Beauty would wake up, look at him irritatedly and say, 'You want me to slap you? Wake me up for what?' And then poke him with the needle or whatever she was pricked by that caused her to sleep.

If he was the prince in Snow White who came to kiss her to make her regain consciousness and vomit out the piece of poisoned apple, she would come to and say, 'You want me to slap you? I was enjoying myself in Heaven!' And then cram the piece of poisoned apple into HIS mouth.

If he was the prince in Cinderella who organised the ball, Cinderella would tell Fairy Godmother. 'You want me to slap you? Who ask you to be so busybody and make me so beautiful to go to the ball?' And then she would rather chop off her feet than let the prince identify her through the stupid slipper she left while escaping from the ball long even before the clock struck twelve.

Quote "You want me to slap you?" is courtesy of Naga.

Talking about BPI. It refers explicitly to the infamous Butt-Poking Incident which happened in a flash of a second and left everyone who witnessed the fateful event in a state of excitement.

Events leading to the build-up of BPI: While we were walking to GP class, Wei Zheng knocked my file down and bent down to pick-up. Then, as he was executing this kind deed of helping me to pick my file up, Keevin, who was lurking behind the mass of Wei Zheng, gave an evil grin and unleashed the skill he had been learning besides superb tennis skills: BUTT-POKING!!! And thus he manipulated the convicted racket in his hand and gave Wei Zheng a POKE in the nether regions. (rather, some region in the behind that is better left unsaid.)

Then....

We talked about it. Until now. And I thought Keevin looked quite innocent. Or harmless...

Actually it was just an accident(I presume) well-exaggerated by me.

jam scribbled at 9:11 PM

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blog reform! im changing skin now. yays. shud be finished by 10pm =D

jam scribbled at 8:58 PM

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Whew. Mediacorp is coming up with the first 3G tv serial...so we'll get to watch movies on our handphones soon. Somewhere around mid-june. My birthday is in mid-june. Ok, no link.

And guess who's acting in this idol-drama? 715. Julian Hee. Kym Ng. And they call it IDOL DRAMA. omg. Ok, maybe that's because Roy Qiu is acting too. But hello? Kym Ng in an idol drama??? Maybe she can play a mom's role. And we are so tired of seeing Julian and the triple digit man on the screen nowadays. At least, I am. Just because they have absolutely killer bods that make girls like Shaoning swoon doesnt mean you should keep giving them filming opportunities right? (oops, Shaoning only swoons at Vincent Ng.)Maybe that's because Chris Lee and Lee Nan Xing are going to retire...but that's no fair! Fann Wong is still getting roles in the latest 9pm serial. And besides, it makes people feel sympathetic towards Vincent Ng. He has a (i think) better face and bod than triple-digits yet he has so little filming opportunities. Less than Julian Hee. I wonder why? And he even has to earn money by setting up wushu classes. Moreover, Mediacorp always exploits his body during NKF. What do they take him as? A prostitute. haha. (If you realised, for the past few years Vincent Ng is always performing without a shirt on NKF.) It was so obvious this year lah. Ix Shen was wearing something decent. When interviewed, he came up with something lame like "don't want to waste the costume because Song Yi Fei had to pull up of the perf and she's not wearing it anyway." haha...he's crossdressing. Ok sorry. I'm just irritated by NKF's intense call for donations. And they're attracting people through money. Money.

MONEY. Cause they keep saying 'CALL NOW!!!! LAST CHANCE!!! IF YOU CALL LAST YEAR THEN YOU SHOULD CALL AGAIN CAUSE YOU GET DOUBLE!! Even if you never call last year, must call this year so that next year you can call so that you win double!' And it goes on and on and on. So you're made to call every year for the extremely attractive prizes.

Anyway, today some maths prof came to talk to us about applications on maths in modern life. Everyone was very happy. I mean, it was MATHS WEEK! It's so fun lar. Then everyone was very happy. You know why? Because it was MATHS WEEK! Ok seriously. Everyone was very happy because:

1. The maths prof was happy because he got to ramble on to a group of extremely(and obviously) interested students about how maths can save your life. Through deciphering germs and viruses by punching calculators (not literally) and finding out that cosine0=1. WOW!
2. The students were very happy because they get to mug for the econs timed assignment held later just by pretending to be interested in the talk. And for some it was a bonus because they get to catch up on their beauty sleep lost due to last night's mugging for econs.
3. The teacher Mr Yeow was very happy because he got to walk around the auditorium and confiscate the students' econs lecture notes. By around 5 minutes, he had collected a small pile already. Amazing isn't it? And I even saw a chinese book titled something like 'The Bible' taken by him. And you say people are not reading. Why, they're reading what!

So, the moral of the story is, students were not listening to the maths talk because of econs timed assignment.

jam scribbled at 8:36 PM

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arghz. i hate econs essay. its like writing geog/history essay, just with a lot of common sense thrown in. still cant make head or tail of the second part of both questions.

anyways, i pon pe today! WOW. together with ethel, clara, huifen, keevin. so lame haha. we were worried about getting caught. later tml morning you see mr terng on the bridge saying 'the following people from 05s62, please come and see me after this for absence from pe yesterday. *reads out names*' den everyone will laugh at us. or, worse. we get to do CS. then, people see us and ask:

"why you doing CS?"
"coz we pon lesson."
"pon what lesson?"
"pon pe." <-------------------------------- / ha.ha. theres even a little bit of alliteration. (sorry for poorly drawn arrow) i mean, doing CS for ponning pe sounds super stupid la. (woah! alliteration again. i can take eng lit liao lah.) and today yinghong said i looked like a pencil. omg. a PENCIL. first a turtle, peacock, now PENCIL. of ALL THINGS!!!!!!!! omg. i've decided. to stop people from laughing at me for wearing size 40 shirt and size 31 pants and turning invisible when standing sideways and weighing a painful 45 kg, i have launched operation grow-fat. i shall eat. and hope i grow fat. sounds very effective right? yup. read this post. its super funny. haha. anyways. i didnt know only female cockroaches can fly.=>flying cockroaches sucks.=>another reason to dislike the female gender. *evil grinz* just joking...

i just updated my -hates- section all in the name of cockroaches! cockroaches rock.

jam scribbled at 8:54 PM

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quote of the day--
"i know you are feeling very cold because you are sitting under the aircon, but i also feel very cold as i am under a few aircons." our econs lecturer. yet again. i like her funny remarks. haha. its the way she says it.

haiz. was reminiscing(did i spell it correctly? no, i dont mean the 'it'.) old times with yihan again. the feeling of nostalgia was very strong. (sorry if i used it wrongly..my english CMI.) i mean the time spent during cca lar. and all the funny stuff that happened. we talked about our juniors..then the new intakes and their assumed-to-be-poor quality.(of course la! since we left there wasnt any good stuff left. ha. ha.) then we went on to talk about the teachers who never really scolded us in the four years since we were so guai1. and our last(eep, unlucky to say that) teachers day greeting cards and what we wrote. still remembered we niao-ed ms ng about her borrowing anime vcds from the library in secret and upon our discovery, she told us to keep quiet about it and dont tell anyone. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. so funny. and chan may lun with her ever-so-witty sarcasm and language. and brazilian slang. and rosalind lee with her roses. oops. pardon the pun. (if there was even any...)

anyways, even our favourite(not to mention only) library clerk was not spared. haha. we talked about how she would always wear spaghetti strap and 3/4 pants with flip-flops...so typical. haha....and she would always(in the morning) bring a kettle out of the library. to fill water so that she can boil it. haha.but she looked very funny with a kettle. and how she would always bring a pack of fried kuay teow or bee hoon to eat as she worked on saturday mornings. maybe she did that everyday just that we were not there...then sometimes when we went into her office she would be eating an apple and she would burp halfway when talking to you and you look at her then she look at you as if nothing happens. hahahahahaha.

haiz. i really want to go back one of these days. but yihan is scared to go back in his SA uniform. *rolls eyes*.

then today during ms tengara's lesson, she finished unit 5 of tys so fast that we were a bit unprepared to continue with tutorial 14. unprepared meaning about maybe 20/26 people didnt do it. then since it was observation lesson we had to try to make it seem like everyone did their hw so yinghong weiying and i were trying to answer her questions....but it was very dumb as in we would get it wrong and be faced with something we didnt have an answer to. hahaha. then i saw ms how stand up and look at nagas row to see whether they did their work. omg. i hope everything goes well.

and i hope none of my library teachers sees this entry. (plus the clerk)

jam scribbled at 9:04 PM

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i bet the casino will be built.

jam scribbled at 10:04 PM

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haiz was watching the NKF show...one of the kidney failure patients was very pitiful. hes just 18, and not only was he down with kidney failure, he is also mentally deificient...normally we see those cases where the people are poor...but in this case although he is not poor(he has his own kidney-cleaning machine or whatever you call it) he cannot cure his mentally deficiency...its really very sad. whats more is that although he is like that, he still has a noble aspiration to be a policeman to (he says) catch the baddies and put em in jail. think about normal people like us...some of us are really very selfish and naive sometimes. do make a call..

ok i know that sounded quite ermz....but never mind.

anyway, did you watch the NKF show? i hope shaoning misses it. vincent ng performed without a shirt. i think she'd have fainted. heh.

jam scribbled at 8:49 PM

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hmm. today went to do my first interact umm...service! was quite nervous at first. esp when janie said the children are quite rowdy at times and you have to shout at them for them to sit down. haha. initially i was very lost and didnt know what to do. was assigned a table at which another chinese high boy was at too. dunno his name...forgot to ask. hahas. there were mostly malays but very little chinese. they're mostly em3 students with family problems...very sad. they were indeed very rowdy and noisy and refused to work etc...but that was mostly guys. think girls are better. though there are some girls like that too...but, theres one boy whos relatively willing to learn(in comparison..) but he was taught by the other tchs guy. hope i get to teach him next time. there was another hc girl going there for the first time too.

actually i din do much today. just sat down and marked work done by a chinese boy. its quite obvious that he just anyhow filled in the blanks for cloze passage...so huai2 nian4! theres cloze passages, editing, etc. haha. if only we have them now. *pouts* hope i can be of more use next time.

jam scribbled at 8:22 PM

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quote of the day--
"maybe its ego problem." our econs lecturer explaining why she thinks cambridge refused to accept local candidates saying that england(or some other western country) experienced economic recession. as witty as ever.

saw keevin's post and visited the link...thot was his blog at first then quite surprised that he has a blog. coz males are seldom perceived to have blogs. if you unfortunately belong to the male gender, having a blog is said to be 'gay', 'metrosexual' and so on. plain evil.

anyway, realised that it was the tennis ppl's blog. also realised what his malay brotherhood on his nick meant. and saw kiat tat in a photo posted there. kind of miss all his lame jokes and stuff after 2 years. hmm. anyways, spent some time playing a toopid guessing game..haha. saw a list of names on the blog:

Contributors
Iskandar
ChiN.K
fandi
kita kato
ismail
Haikkel
Yu Wei

then i was trying to guess which one was keevin. den obviously yu wei and kitakato was out. (my assumption.) den i realised there were links to their blog profile. so i thot hey! juz see which one is in 05s62 blog can liao lar! and guess what? he used a different account. -----____---- den i scrolled through the posts quickly and saw a post by a certain iskandar, saying that only he, keevin and john are blogging. den he told a certain ismail to blog. so that leaves fandi, haikkel and chin.k. den my intuition tells me keevin wont be chin.k so that only leaves 2. so i didnt manage to find out what keev's nick was. waste my time. haha.



anyway, went for the lep scholarship interview today!! ahh. was so nervous when i was sitting there waiting for the person before me(a certain yingying from 61) to finish. then when i went in, the NY principal did the talking la. let me tell you how i committed suicide.

she asked me whether i have difficulty coping with LEP for 1st 3 mths since i din take CL lit. i said its quite ok except some areas where they know and i dunno. den i continued that i've found CL lit quite interesting(-note- blatant lie) in the 1st 3 mths and so i decided to continued it. i even threw in the lie that i have come to regret not studying CL lit, for good measure.

then, she asked me about WHAT I DO AS LIBRARY CHAIRMAN. WTH!!? erps. then i told her admin stuff and c whether juniors (and those in my level, too) are slacking in shelving. but of coz i so good and always quite lenient. but of coz i din tell her that. then she ask me whether i organized any activities...den i told her about the lame interschool mini competition thingy(more of game) we did for library camp last yr. den i described to her and she asked abt the objective la. den i said it was to improve relationship btw schools around the area. (crap.) also to give us a chance to organise activities. (crap.)

then she asked me about the reading habits of tchs ppl. i (stupidly) said not very good. i even gave example to illustrate this point!!!! OMG!!!! I AM SO DUMB. i said some of my classmates nv even go to library frm sec 1-4. ARGH. i told her we knew these coz we kept records whenever people came to borrow books. like, from which level one. den she asked me whether i did anything to improve this. i said yes. and (stupidly, again) added that there was poor response. OMG!!!! I AM SO DUMB!!!! but i told her we did stuff like author of the month. if you are from tchs and you dunno what im talking about, you should feel ashamed coz you made me lose my $1000. haha ok outofpoint.

then came the common question. what you want to study in the uni? i said i wan to study to be a teacher...and possibly a DJ...but i not sure whether im up to it. (actually im NOT sure. but juz to make it sound bit nicer.) then i (stupidly, yes, again) said im not sure coz im quite introvert. OMG!!!! I AM SO DUMB!!!! [its dumb coz of later part.]

den she said, be tchr but not necessarily chinese teacher right? then it was such a freaking obvious TRAP that i didnt fall into it. i said most probably i will be chinese teacher...coz i have come across some good chinese teachers throughout my school yrs and hope to learn to b like them. then i realised it was such a blatant lie (the learn to be like them part) unless my other subject teachers are all crap. (which is not true as tchs teachers rock. most of em.) anyways she din comment.

then the ex RV principal started to ask. rather, poke at me with extremely sharp words. and questions. but luckily i have become so pro at niao-ing people that i poke him back. hah!

he asked me, hearing what i said, library seems to be quite boring and unrewarding, with all the weak response. (LOOK TCHS!! you all lah, despise library.) then i said not really unrewarding coz (-warning- lame answer)--> i have made some very good friends in library and its quite fun working with them. i realised that it doesnt exactly match his question.

then he continued. you said you want to be teacher, but how can you be, with your introvertedness?(is there such a word?) den i poke him back and said that teachers can be both introvert and extrovert. (ARGH!! i shud have said that i have come across both types of teachers. poke him until he bleed and die and dun reincarnate. but i didnt. argh.)

he continued. later get bullied by students how? then i stoned for1-2 seconds. then luckily i thought of something. i said, from the view of a student myself, nowadays students are more and more difficult to handle. if you are too strict, parents complain.(all three interviewers smiled. god tell me what it means.) if you too lenient also cannot...hah. but after rebutting him i said that im trying to change my introvert character. (-note- blatant lie) i said i joined library and serving people at the counter let me interact a bit with ppl i dunno...so it helps in a way. (-note- blatant lie) then i also said i joined interact club so maybe can help a bit more. (-note- end of blatant lies) and finally the interview was over. looking back, i think $1000 has flown away...

wee~such a long entry. (in my standards.)

jam scribbled at 8:03 PM

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quote of the day--
you noe e date today? says:
you dere?
+.jam.+ struggling says:
no

i hate myself. i cant even do a napfa test properly. im not expecting to pass lar. but at least..oh well. nvm. its not like im surprised im not good at anything.

kind of nervous now. its the lep scholarship interview tml!!! ahhh. i hope to get the scholarship though im not doing anything that will help me fulfil my wish. so im not going to get it. wadeva. weizheng says they are going to ask why i didnt take chinese lit in sec sch. shit! what am i going to say. our tchr told us to say tt we didnt take and we regret tts y we are taking lep now. the fact is, my sec sch teacher just recommended me to take lep and when i asked her what it was about, she just beat around the bush and made me take up. then now i found actually i dont really have interest in chinese lit. (actually i knew that long ago, thats y i didnt take CL lit in sec sch.) but anyway i took it already so what the heck.

and they'll ask you what you plan to work as next time. and if 'teacher' is not included they'll ask you why. then i'll try my very best to stop myself from condemning the moe for its bureaucracy and ever-so-frequently changing policies. otherwise my possible scholarship will be gone.

maybe i'll say i want to be a dj and let them luff at me. wadeva. or i'll bluff and say i want to work in the moe. or as some chinese lit researcher.

den today there was this speaker who came to talk to us about globalization. as if we havent got enuff of it during GP. oh well. then like nobody was listening and during QnA it was super pathetic at first. only the 3 students on stage were asking qns lar. so malu. but nobody cared anyway. in the end there were 1 or 2 qns raised by the floor. so i think it was not tt bad. then some idiot from PA kept playing with the lights. switch front on. back off, front off, back on. how many yrs old already! play with lights. playing with lights was what we did during sec 1 lar! oops. hahaha.

goin to mug for econs now. im goin to 'give shit a picture of a wall'. ask me if you want to know what it means.

ohya. you should go and visit this blog if you are free. very interesting and entertaining blog. should be noted that it contains some adult content. (verbal content, not illustrations. try not to be too disappointed k...) XD

jam scribbled at 8:00 PM

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quote of the day--
wei zheng: miss X! (waves)
mrs X walks over.
yuzhong(at least, i think it was from him): mrs X lah, what miss X.
weizheng: oh sorry, mrs X.
mrs X: its ok, i dont mind being called miss.

did you understand the qotd? haha. i changed the teacher's name to X to protect her identity. =p but its quite easy to guess. its during a lecture today and we only had 2 lectures today. wahahaha. ECONS and chem lectures. if u cant guess who it was then you are rubbish. (referring to those in my class only. at least, i think its quite easy to guess. but if even i think it is quite easy to guess then it should really be quite easy to guess right? right.)

hmm. wondering whether what dr tan said was true...abt moe considering to make boys study science and girls study arts only. didnt really hear whether its juz a topic thought by her or it was really considered by moe. tried to browse the papers online but couldnt find. haha. i have too much time. but if moe really did consider such a proposal to make all guys study sciences and all girls study arts den im goin to have a lot to say(though im a nobody) but such a proposal is absolute rubbish and its unfair against wierdos like me who are not as good at sciences as in arts. (arts referring to language only. i suck at humanities.) den the govt would be wasting language talents(is there such a term in the 1st place..lol) like me! omg! i found a new way to show off. muahahahahaha. sorry. juz j/k. actually i am very humble de...

jam scribbled at 8:19 PM

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hmph. i dunno why i have this wierd inclination to say 'thank you' when people say thank you to me. i know im supposed to reply 'you're welcome' or something. haha. wierd me. just finished watching flame of recca. yay! i am caught up in anime fever again. goin to collect MAR manga. i like collecting comics but stopped for a while. goin to buy FIR album too! wee~

jam scribbled at 6:10 PM

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quote of the yesterday--
"blastoise used bubblebeam!"--xiuming, upon seeing zuohou blowing bubbles during our break.

my intuition almost always proves me right...but i dont want it to now! sigh.

been watching flame of recca! borrowed the vcd from weiying. of mgs. finished disc 5 already! its still so nice as ever. but im still looking for the 2nd part/season. heard that there is but cant seem to find it. hmph. i've decided to buy the manga. but dunno whether still can find it not. haha. very sian. it's been a very hectic week. i want to sleep.

jam scribbled at 9:06 PM

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ok. file located. my dear file didnt take a ride from tchs to toa payoh interchange. ahhh. heng!!! i left it in sch. file, please dont go on an adventure on your own. just sit there and rot ok? so that i can find you tml. phewwwww. hope the rats dont eat it.

jam scribbled at 9:30 PM

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my file!!!!!!!! my precious file!!!!!!!!! my super nice file!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. pls tell me i left it in school. NOT on bus. please. please. i beg you file. dun stay on the bus.

jam scribbled at 9:20 PM

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darn. sometimes people dont notice that the way they talk/speak/complain etc seems very fierce and serious though they are actually joking or something. so it can lead to serious misunderstandings. communication problems. i always have them..but my problem is not being able to chat with new people very well...haiz. hope this clears up soon. though i have nothing to do with it. but after all, some of the ppl involved are in the same class...

hmm. sometimes i feel sorta left out. everyones quite clique-ish. either that or on very good terms with everyone. its good for them, in a way.

juz read eugene's blog. i dont think all the secrets we keep can be compared to demons which(or who?) can be exorcised. erps. hahas. of coz there are some dark secrets sometimes...

jam scribbled at 7:32 PM

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arghhhhhhh. i feel sick. i want to have time. time to complete all my stuff. arghhhhhhhhhhh. i want my holidays...!!!

i just finished a book by jane green. its called straight talking. wish i hadnt spent my time on the book today...now theres not much time left. i still have many tutorials to do. help. anyway the book was ok. though it should not be allowed so openly in the public libraries...and the author kept the suspense allllllllllllllllllll the way until the last page!! toot author. (its not a mystery book. i havent been able to grab a good mystery book for sometime...)

jam scribbled at 8:37 PM

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when i was reading ms lock's entry today at the class blog, i managed to supress an incredible urge to tag this on the class taggie:

iCe: ms lock, maybe it was a good thing you didnt get to watch the athena candidates...

hahahaha. i noe i a bit bad. ok maybe very bad. so i typed it here where lesser people will see...i actually typed it out on the tagboard already but decided not to click 'tag'. =P

tml wearing hc uniform! i feel like an adult wearing it(on sat). yays. im not a cute little boy in sexy khaki shorts no more! despite retaining the cute factor. right? must say yes arh!

hahahahahahahahahahahahaaha.

sorry.

jam scribbled at 9:08 PM

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whoever can tell me where to buy the flame of recca dvds/vcds shall receive a million dollars from me. but can only redeem it in your dreams.

i realise our class is using terms like 'us' and 'them' when talking about 2nd intakes. guess we need more time =P

jam scribbled at 2:09 PM

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