Sometimes, you come to school and immediately know it's not going to be your day. For some reason, you start feeling down and think that everyone and everything is against you. At least it happens for me sometimes. Then I would be moody all day and not feel like talking. 1st period havent even passed and I started looking forward to the end of the day. I hate these kind of days. Coz I will start excluding myself from everything and everyone, then become even moodier. Then I will start blaming myself for everything. For spoiling my own day, and that of others. Haiz.
It all happened when Ethel started suaning me today the moment I reached school. For some reason I couldn't take it nicely although I always could.So I just nodded my head at everything she said. Feel so bad now.
Anyways. Some people are very wierd. Sometimes you feel close to them when they talk and laugh with you. Then sometimes they seem very unfriendly and snap at you. It makes you feel especially bad when you see them being perfectly fine with others and you start wondering whether they are picking on you purposely. You don't know whether you're considered close to them or not too.
Then, you hear someone talk about people from other classes, and get this uneasy feeling that they talk the same way about you. Just because you are different from the mainstream type of people. At the end of the day, you start feeling that you have been so silly to feel moody all day, and your friends don't deserve the cold shoulder you gave them. Then I will feel so fed up with myself for having wasted the day and continue to waste it further?by immersing myself in the virtual world, internet or maple. It allows you to withdraw yourself from the real world and not think about all these things. Although sometimes maple feels just like the real world. Apart from the economy of it.
Anyway, I find it so funny that some people think being engaged in BGR now makes a person more mature. Then they start talking about it like an adult, oh-so-wisely, like a love guru. When they themselves are still so bai2 nen4. They've only been in a few relationships at the mere age of 18 and they think they've seen the world. Coz they think everyone is as rich as them. Everyone's lives are as smooth sailing as theirs. The greatest difficulties they've met are failing tests or not scoring A's. To them, people who have not engaged in BGR are seen as immature. But. The world does not revolve around BGRs only. Sometimes family matters and others prove much more significant in crafting a person than BGR. Don't go around imposing your ideas on others please.
jam scribbled at 6:09 PM
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I am quite sick of those people stopping me in the middle of nowhere to ask questions or surveys or what-not. Since the last time I had the nasty encounter with the survey girl, was stopped by another guy. Out of nowhere he passed to me a nicely wrapped pen while talking to me about this association collecting funds from people or whatever. Anyway, I just spent my last $10 topping up my ez-link, so when he asked for a $2 donation, I thought he wouldnt believe me if I said I had no money. So I said I'm not very rich also...but in a polite way la. Since he was very polite. Then after one or two persuasions, he gave up and said thank you nvm that kind of thing. But as he was saying that, he reached out to take back the pen!! (which I had assumed it was free since he gave it to me for nothing) Not that I wanted the pen, but it made me feel very paiseh. I was holding it with my handphone, so it seemed like I wanted to go off without donating yet having the pen. -_- He never say ma! How I know. And maybe he should not have given the pen so early next time...But he was one of the politest I have ever met. (I mean, just compare to that stupid girl in the previous post la.)
jam scribbled at 9:10 AM
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You have to check out this link:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=3da01o0BOlg
no, it's not porn.
jam scribbled at 7:53 PM
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