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quote(s) of the day (both from council campaign)--

1. "two or more genders"--i'm certain i heard this phrase somewhere during the campaigning today...

2. "i will improve the welfare of your welfare"--uh?????

(no offence)

CLASS

time to talk about the new intakes. (stupid blogger was down yest.) changes are always exciting =D but too much at a time can knock people off their feet =x on the boys' side, 4 new ones came in. and not surprisingly, 4 are all tchs. so the class is flooded with tchs ppl. plus one acsi =D of the four...3 are familiar faces..so its not that bad. then there's 3 cedar and 1 dunman...

hmm. think its quite rude to call people by their schools.

so. the boys theres keevin, chongsheng, fong yi, weizheng. then girls theres ying hong, adeline, yuet ee and jasmine. (names are churned out using my extremely pro spelling. and memory.)
and i think most of the boys have blended in pretty well so far....then havent really talked to the girls yet except for yinghong. makes me wonder whether yayan is the standard dunman girl. coz yinghong is -quite- like her. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. and omg! theres another potential IBB(opposite of BBI. best business idea.) after weiying left for arts stream! in case your wondering, IBB=innocent-boy-bullier.[in case you din know, the innocent boy refers to me. (i thought it should be quite obvious...XD) ] its adeline. she likes to suan people also. haha.

and i havent added all the new members to our class blog yet. dont know their emails..............................

and today mrs koh didnt come and we were playing TF again!(TF=twitch finger game!) i invented TF on my own. only i call it TF. haha. think its quite fun. and boys being evil boys zuohou and dunno who else (i think keevin was guilty of it too! thought he looked quite kind and nice. hmph. rawrrr. hahaha...) kept trying to kill me with my three fingers lah. and of course i was so pro and only died after their umpteenth time. hah! =P

COUNCIL
today was the council campaigning day...was quite crappy other than the fact that we got 3 periods break which meant a whopping 2 hours!

some of the candidates made me feel ashamed of being from the same school as them (only some) while some others (like yeowchin! and yangxiang) made me feel proud of being in the same class as them for 2 years.
i think the answering question part wasnt very well done....as in, there could be better lame jokes, embarassing moments and disgusting stuff. i thought of a few i would say if i were up there. but then again...i dont have the courage that the candidates have...and the thick skin.
as for the performance...i think there was sort of a ascending standard...(=P) yeowchin rocks! super pro singing. hahas. but i think the other two didnt do anything much.....? and there were many lame perfs...and some boring ones too. but i remember the mouse click thingy =D
as for the speeches..heard some super cliche ones that were hurting to the ears..didnt really hear any GREAT speeches. although i have no business to be complaining when i didnt even bother to try to run for council lah..

and as usual we had our super great class councilor seb to demonstrate his specialty: dancing! hahas. it was quite entertaining. and i heard some unkind and unnecessary remarks that made me feel like throwing something at the person remarking...
funny isnt it? there were only two female candidates...hm. i wonder what happens when all the councilors for athena next year are male. then there will be two guys teaching dance instead of a couple. how wierd. but i thought the dunman girl was quite good. -thinks about the 1st-intake dunman girl in class- haha....

hmm...athena's councilors-to-be really looks Pathetic with a capital P...haiz. those who say they are bubbly, fun-loving and sporty dont really project that image you know...and i think this is the first time i heard someone proclaiming they're humorous. er...........

ok lah. i know. i should not be criticising so much. really sorry seb..i didnt go and run for it. but...where on earth did you hear that i was an effective library chairman?? lol...i suppose i scraped it through though...didnt really want to take up the job at first. but i managed to complete the task cause the library club was like a pathetic 20 plus people...and you only have to speak in front of these 20 over people to whom you're acquainted(how to spell??) with..so i cant really say i 'make a good leader' as you said =P and library is very different from council anyway...but i know you feel sad about the quality of the candidates...maybe (hopefully) they'll improve over time..they've just started out i suppose. and dont doubt your writing abilities =) sorry for pouring cold water on your 'evil plan'...but i think i'd be worse off them some of them on stage..getting stage fright, stammering and not knowing what to say in front of NUMEROUS extremely critical seniors. sometimes i think the councilors are more friendly with the candidates than some of the J2s..

well. what a long entry! somehow its the worms period and around my block void decks there're LOTS of wormies crawling around...ew. had to take care not to step on them. a few days already. piggy wormies. hope they go back to their homes soon. its tiring trying to play minesweeper. and there're lots of black imprints which i suspect are squashed wormies. haha. well at least its not dead roachies. (like last time they sprayed the whole block with insecticide. argh.) anyway, ttfn!

flame of recca is super nice!!!!!!!!! im gonna buy the english ver VCD. yeahhhhhhh.

jam scribbled at 7:25 PM

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quote of the day--
yuzhong: yang xiang got posted to 6A. a for air-lephant.

hahas. guess it was just a slip of the tongue.(it better be..)

im so nervoussssssss now...2nd intakes are coming tml!! help. dunno whether i can fit in or not...help. ah. anyways we are released at 320 tml i tink. so theres no pe again. erps. then we play TUG-OF-WAR and pushball or something. heard from yisheng....its v violent and dunno why the school admin allowed it. lol. but with -certain people-in the class we should be able to win the tug-of-war....

saw some of the nicks on my msn list. a lot of varieties...THREE are about goofy goober. omg. i want to watch the movie!! spongebob. SQUAREPANTS! spongebob. SQUAREPANTS! then some are suicidal nicks. dunno why people put them too. is it so nice to die? oh well.

and saw some writing on the back of the bus again today. like to sit at the back sometimes to read the vandalisms. but nowadays ppl have no creativity one. alll talk about free sex, i love u-you love me and stuff...haiz. then people's grammar sucks too. saw one today-"for a free sex cal..." where got 'a free sex' one? haiz. and im not a pervert ok. just nothing better to do...hahas.

and i was really stupid on friday lar!!! brought only 10 bucks out then...den when i reached naga's hse realised i have 30cents left in ezlink card. so i thought. oh nvm, when i take bus to mrt on the way home, i use coins to pay, then pay for mrt fare using ezlink. then, i forgot and used my ezlink on the bus!!!! den i suddenly remembered...then was so worried. then remembered that i could buy singletrip ticket home...and i counted my spare change and had 2dollars. phew!(or so i thought...) coz i thought take mrt to toa payohcant be more than 2 bucks right!?!? then i went to buy ticket. then i checked the chart. 1.40. yays! so i happily selected toa payoh. den saw-- please pay: $2.40!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh i forgot there was a deposit of 1dollar to be made....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. then i walked around for a while thinking of what to do. then i decided to go control station and explain and ask to top up $2. den the person said i couldnt coz min is $5. then i sian diaoz. die already. then she ask me short of how much...i said 40c...den she gave me 40c!!!! my saviour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was super heng lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so afraid the person would think that i was trying to con her of 40c and stand up and sream and shout and bang the window and slap me and tell me to go away. but luckily she didnt. den i made my home safely...haha.

and levina is back!!!! yays!!!!!!! got ppl to chiong down with again. =D

jam scribbled at 9:42 PM

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quote of the day--
"stephenfunglovesmehisshowisstartingonmybdae"
OMG!!!! can u believe it!! NY weiying put this as her nick!!!! wa lao. stop fantasizing k. hahahahahahas.

firstly, zuohou and weesiang appealed successfully using cca. yays.
secondly, there's still the other 7...

haiz. am really quite sad. most of those whom im closer to in class are leaving. haiz. its almost like starting all over again...haiz. hope the 2nd intakers to our class are nice. hopefully some whom i know well. im not greedy, just one will do...

anyways, the course today was changed to next tues..so sad! the course is ending so fast. just when i just started talking to more people there. and the lesson yesterday conducted by lingzhi was super fun! coz all the part-time DJs went to e lesson too and made it a lot more fun! ALL of them went instead of one or two like past lessons. so saw junli, kitty, jiahui, weixiong, ruiming and li teng. finally saw how weixiong looks like..haha. and i would say the lesson was quite fruitful and entertaining. took photos too! with lingzhi, kitty, li teng, jiahui. hope the part-timers can go again next lesson so tt can take photos with them. and looking forward to a very fun ending lesson from chongqing! and i want to take photos (if possible) with junli. and jiahui is very pretty!! but didnt recognise her at first as she was wearing specs. and we will get to go into the broadcasting room on the last lesson!!!!!!!!! which is next tues!!!!!!!!! dunno whether we will get a chance to go on air not? haha. sounds exciting....really looking forward to it! except theres an assigment i have to do. bleagh. its supposed to let the DJs gauge whether you are qualified to be a real xiao4 yuan2 te4 gong1 dui4. something like school reporter. cool right? but i tink i CMI.
=D

jam scribbled at 8:01 PM

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firstly, zuohou and weesiang appealed successfully using cca. yays.
secondly, there's still the other 7...

haiz. am really quite sad. most of those whom im closer to in class are leaving. haiz. its almost like starting all over again...haiz. hope the 2nd intakers to our class are nice. hopefully some whom i know well. im not greedy, just one will do...

anyways, the course today was changed to next tues..so sad! the course is ending so fast. just when i just started talking to more people there. and the lesson yesterday conducted by lingzhi was super fun! coz all the part-time DJs went to e lesson too and made it a lot more fun! ALL of them went instead of one or two like past lessons. so saw junli, kitty, jiahui, weixiong, ruiming and li teng. finally saw how weixiong looks like..haha. and i would say the lesson was quite fruitful and entertaining. took photos too! with lingzhi, kitty, li teng, jiahui. hope the part-timers can go again next lesson so tt can take photos with them. and looking forward to a very fun ending lesson from chongqing! and i want to take photos (if possible) with junli. and jiahui is very pretty!! but didnt recognise her at first as she was wearing specs. and we will get to go into the broadcasting room on the last lesson!!!!!!!!! which is next tues!!!!!!!!! dunno whether we will get a chance to go on air not? haha. sounds exciting....really looking forward to it! except theres an assigment i have to do. bleagh. its supposed to let the DJs gauge whether you are qualified to be a real xiao4 yuan2 te4 gong1 dui4. something like school reporter. cool right? but i tink i CMI.
=D

jam scribbled at 8:01 PM

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE STUPID TOOT INTERNET EXPLORER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i've finished typing today's entry, then a toot window comesout and says 'internet explorer has encountered some rubbish error and will be closing! sorry for the inconvenience caused! we din mean it! oh yes, do you want to send us a nice little error report? so that we can choose to ignore it and do nothing about it?'

freak.

so im typing it again. so you better read. but if you're reading this, then you're already reading, right?--

im feeling very scared. initially i thought our class seemed to have a higher chance of staying than some other classes. however, the bombshell was dropped today. a lot of people are leaving. ten people to be exact(plus those transferring jc/streams). only 25 left in the class. we're like the sole survivors of a war. its horrid.

PCME people:
zuohou
jingren
wenjun
weesiang
paul

LCME people:
sirui
kaiying
meisiew
weiying(NY)
levina

haiz. so far, the only good news i've heard (abt HC) is that xiuming and jinaming are coming to hc. and jianming taking LEP arts too. and all those ten-points-try-to-get-in-HC-with-lep people whom i know failed. you know why? cause 500 people applied for lep. and HC only took in 76 people. 500-76=424 people killed.

anyways. today during PW we played an extremely fun and exciting game. it was called the pyramid game. doesnt it make you tremble with excitement already upon hearing the name of the game? of course!!! it was really fun and exciting. it was so fun and exciting that our class was so enthusiatic till the extent that nobody volunteered to be the demo. so (fortunately) mrs samuel picked me. i was so super excited lah. couldnt wait to start. could you tell that i was extremely excited about it? i bet you can. then i got picked again to play the actual game. WOW! can you believe it? i cant. anyways. i hope we play the game again during PW next time, which is next to impossible. (the only reason why i want to is because the game is slightly more interesting than the PW lessons themselves.)

jam scribbled at 9:28 PM

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What type of FRIEND are you? (a quiz in april issue of teenage.)

so this is what i am. i think it's pretty accurate. hahas.

The Artist/Loner
your friends probably think you're deep, dark and not exactly a scream to be with-and they're right. but you're perhaps one of the best people to approach should any of your friends need to take time out from the real world and contemplate his/her place in this world. you enjoy long meaningful conversations, and even though you may seem aloof and withdrawn, you open up reaadily to anyone in need. you might not be into hilarious slapstick, but your humour is subtle and sophisticated, and often grows on your close friends.

wow! go figure.

jam scribbled at 8:51 PM

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i just realised something. for the last three posts, i started with 'wee~'. dunno why oso. but it doesnt matter right? wee~ -_-'

jam scribbled at 9:21 AM

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wee~was a fantastic wedding ceremony yesterday. i went for the tea ceremony only, not the dinner. sigh. i hav mixed feelings about dinners cause i dont like to meet the millions of my mom's relatives and have to remember they are 'number-what' aunties and uncles. and in chinese there's so many ways of calling. but somehow i manage to remember...sometimes even if i dont then i ask my mother haha. then we went to my first aunt's house. it was quite small, hence the house was quite packed. then the dog became very excited and kept braking for all it was worth, as if after its mistress got married then it couldn't brak anymore. god knows why. maybe it was just very nervous in front of lots of other people. like me =D but it was quite ok la. since i knew everyone there.

and then finally met junli during one of the lessons of the course! yays. din recognise him at first coz i thot he looked so different in photo =P looking forward to seeing other djs and people. first day i saw olinda cho with a lot a lot a lot of make up =p and vincent ng too. then some of the girls almost swooned. *rolls eyes*

jam scribbled at 9:06 AM

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wee~just came back half an hour ago. today's lesson was conducted by wu1 xu3 ma3 li4! she's very fun haha. was a very lively lesson. took photo with her too!!! i din bring cam so asked someone to help me take. even before looking at the photo, (she's goin to send me tml) i noe im goin to look like rubbish. it always happens. i havent develop e photo with wilber yet. haha.

read the entry by seb..im like...haiz. i shouldnt have proclaimed tt i wan to run council so fast. should really come to a firm decision next time before i say anything. shall give a proper reply to seb when i finish it. he is really a very devoted councilor...

*deleted* (due to extremely enthusiastic response from some ppl)

just took e personality test mentioned on class blog. i am:

very expressed introvert
distinctively expressed sensing personality
distinctively expressed feeling personality
slightly expressed judging personality

=ISFJ type.

sounds like some new-found bacteria. or some new specimen.

anyways, im sure bacteria oso have to sleep. so i gtg now....

jam scribbled at 10:25 PM

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wee~ juz came back from 933 course.

turnout rate: 14 girls+1 guy

it doesnt take a lot of intelligence to guess who the guy is.

today's lesson was conducted by hui shi and junxing. hui shi's talk (on a DJ's workload and the history of radio broadcasting) was quite interesting...at least now i noe more abt wad a DJ does. have to stare at 4 screens simultaneously. hahas. too tired now...shall cont tml.....

jam scribbled at 10:04 PM

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im pooped. went to clementi gym with jielong today in the morning. there was this guy whose biceps were bigger than his face (yucks) then we were laughing at him. haha. (discreetly of course. we still want to live.) then after that went to buona vista to make the dumbo payment for JAE. luckily there wasnt a lot of people.

then, went to jp to shop with yihan. shopping for presents is fun (condition: if you have enough money) but met my budget anyway. i think. still have a few presents left that i havent bought. shall buy them soon. march is a busy month. then saw this t-shirt in 37deg which says "shit is everywhere" or something on the front. then on the back theres a picture of earth with brown effluent all over and the caption is 'its a crappy place!'

lol. i considered buying it as a present. but didnt in the end. afraid that person might not have a very strong sense of humour...anyways. after that we bought vanilla shakes and sat in mos burger to rot.

wow cool! janice clinched e fac princess title. then (if we stay in the same class) we can introduce janice to our juniors (like our seniors did) as the fac princess! too bad we didnt get the fac prince title as well. but looking at the quality of 05s62 guys...*cough cough* (your royal highness, of course)...i shan't say anything. *runs to hide from other 05s62 boys* haha. crap. i think i can just fall dead on my bed. was so fed up with econs tys. but struggled through most of it. ttfn...goin to slp now.

jam scribbled at 10:07 PM

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been reading the seniors' class blog. the archives around this period of time also. sigh. how come there're more posts in this period in their blog then us? i mean, we're posting a lot on class blog too. but its all almost the same ppl. jingren, yayan, zuohou, jan, clara, me, shaoning, paul. sigh. actually i've also observed for a long time that there are very obvious cliques in our class. anyways, cant help it i suppose. you cant force the class to be bonded together. i think what terence said (last yr) was very true --

"starting anew is never easy...ending the good times is detested...and horribly...we are caught in the middle..."

we. we are the crucial people in the middle. we should not detest the 2nd intake for taking up the places of those familiar faces. we should put ourselves in the shoes of the 2nd-intake...i think i would be very apprehensive of going to a new class where the rest are already quite familiar with each other except you. if we appear unfriendly to them, they would surely feel much worse. so i am determined (if i stay) to overcome my shyness and try to talk to e 2nd-intakes. make their process of blending in with the class much more easier.


anyways. i dont tink i want to join council. maybe run for fun im not sure...i've given it a lot of thought. many reasons why i dont want to join council.

1. it's really the FIRST time i've considered doing such a thing. i dont think im up to it. im after all still e quiet type. i cant bring myself to jump around in front of others and cheer them on when im shy myself.
2. there's schoolwork to cope with. im not blessed with a lot of brains so i have to work hard. remember last time sec 1 i could not catch up with the syllabus and had to do some serious work.
3. i already have other responsibilities to cope with, other than the possible heavier ones brought about by council.
4. i cant think of any reason why i would want to become a councilor. i tink i will still keep my low profile and lead a peaceful life. im not e adventurous type...

so. maybe i just run for fun. i dunno. but as for joining...

i'll let it pass.

jam scribbled at 9:38 AM

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i.cant.believe.it.
i.m.going.to.run.for.council.with.jingren.and.janice.and.dunno.who.else.
i.m.crazy.

jam scribbled at 10:40 PM

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quote of the day--
"i have waited until the cows come home and become beef patties."--such is the witty humour of TCHS teachers. i found it in the yearbook.

suddenly i am overcome with this question again. i dunno y i feel like joining council. maybe its because i wan to change the way school used to be for me. loooooooooooooow profile. i tink i wudnt be tinking abt this if not for the campaigning part. i cant make public speeches. i hav stage fright too. yuck. so i wud suck at campaigning. i wudnt dare to go on stage. so i wud b wasting time and making a fool of myself. ok. i shall not join council.

was flipping through the yearbook. it brought back many memories. it feels as if the first time i attended flag-raising at TCHS with its terraces was just a few months back. time really passes very fast. (i dont say time flies because it doesnt. only pigs do.) the wonderful teachers i've met, the friends i've made in class, in library, in OBS. and the many events held...

when i flipped to my class page and saw a pic of dj doing homework and the caption 'better pia geog, later kena mdm chan...' i smiled. i just remembered. how we wud always go to school early and put down our bags to start doing (or copying) homework. we would ask around frm the more hardworking people (hey! me! serious. rmb i provided the SS answers sometimes. hahas.) for their completed hw so that we can copy. then those who finished would walk around and talk crap and those busy copying would shout and tell them to go away. or something. then something funny would happen and we would all laugh. sometimes we would sit on tables and have clique gatherings to revise in the morning for tests etc too. how memorable...

also, in library. how i miss my cute (not all. but all were disobedient. *rolls eyes*) juniors. mrs lee. the other teachers. the only employed librarian. the library itself. i remember always looking forward to fridays, where everyone from the club would come for duty to shelve and we would all mostly end up playing, talking or something. (thanks to me...) then we would talk rubbish and laugh together. still remember how some of our seniors would fling books to each other right across the second floor of the library where we were shelving because they were lazy to walk over. then in the middle there was this gaping hole where the staircase to the first floor lay. then once a book dropped down from the second floor then we all laughed and went to hide and pretend the book just fell down on its own. then one of e teachers came up and scolded us...told us to treat books with care. hahahahaahhahahahahahaha. and another time we hid one of the shoes of my junior...then he was running around trying to find the one shoe. then the whole club ganged up against him. in the end, we hid it in the rubbish bin, underneath the plastic bag spread over the bin. haha! clever rite?
besides friday duty, there was also my normal duty on sat. i took sat because nobody wanted to wake up early on sat and come and do duty. how noble!(of me.) but i always preferred weekdays because quite frequently i would see a classmate or a friend walk past the counter and i would say hi, chat a while or something before resuming work. how nice! on sat less people came, so i was always quite happy when i saw someone familiar. sigh. but all that is over now. HC library is not fun. i cant help ppl return their overdue books without paying fines now. i havent even learnt how to operate their system. bleagh.

feeling nostalgic, a bout of sadness came over me...i miss TCHS! although it's just next to me...but. there's something missing in HC that was always present in tchs. i cant lay my finger on it. maybe i really should go back one day and look around. wanted to go today but yz helped me take the yearbook already. i will always savour my upper sec years in TCHS.

i love my school.

jam scribbled at 8:28 PM

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i tink my tagboard is feeling super miserable. nobody except its owner has touched it for days.

i havent blogged properly for some time too. shall go day-by-day.

monday: half-day! thanks to our wonderful grand seniors. so we ended at 1040 today. den went to eat at canteen(borrrrrring~~) and initially we planned to go kbox. then we ended up going to catch a movie named hitch. was ok lar, wouldnt say it was verrry nice. but it was ok. the conflict in the movie was a misunderstanding. i hate misunderstandings. they're horrible. normally ppl wont bother to listen to what u have to say even if you're wrongly accused. even if they do listen, they wont believe you until someting nice happens. so i hope i have as lil of them as possible. then after tt walked around and saw jigsaw puzzle world. had to fight the urge to walk in and look at all the jigsaws. so beautiful! yet soooooooo ex. haiz.

tuesday: pe. pe sux.

i nv really liked pe since i went TCHS because the teachers were very strict and fierce. i think. and i failed napfa in sec,4. so i was really happy and looked forward to pe only in sec 2 and 3. i failed napfa in sec 4. got thru sec1/2 coz of my asthma.(long term mc. heh.) napfa failures had to do some horrible crap stuff. basically it's named 'helping you to pass' but its middle name was 'waste time'. then sec 2 and 3 was really fun because i got to play in electives. chose tabletennis in sec2 but didnt really enjoy it that much. but sec 3 was really fun! i got in badminton. badminton! *chants* then enjoyed playing with my classmates. especially xiuming. could rmb one incident where he was serving and he swung the racket low and hit his own leg and he let go of the racket and it fly underneath the net and hit MY leg. lol.

anyways. now i dun exactly look forward to pe coz the elective i got is basketball! i dotn like it coz i suck at it. in fact, i cant play any other sports decently other than badminton and swimming. and soccer. (last time. in pri sch. was always e defender =D dunno y now dun lyk already.) but this lesson was ok la. coz we played among e class. so got lan ppl oso hahas. compared to last time where i played with other quite pro ppl. zuohou, naga, etc. and sirui played very funny coz whenever ppl passed her the ball (even if the person GAVE the ball to her) she would hold the ball and SCREAM at the person in front of her. then look very cartoonish. lol!!! normally the person in front was the person who passed the ball to her. then she wouldnt dare to dribble and just trhew the ball to any person (on her team, at least.) then once she dribbled the ball and bounced it twice and screamed once. then i luffed so hard. hahahahahahahaha. oops. she told me not to blog about it. =D

wed: after lessons, went to library. but b4 tt went back class bench to wait for yayan and jingren first. then terence found out tt i was in library. can see tt he was a bit *doink*. haiz. dunno y ppl see fault with guys joining library. it's not labelled 'for girls only'. if it did, TCHS wud probably raise sch fees to employ more librarians. anyways im used to it alr.

i want to watch quite a few movies!


and one more i forgot.

jam scribbled at 8:26 PM

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yays! got new testimonial today!! hahas. frm jielong. v long dun hav liaoz.

yays! kept winning at solitaire showdown. but no big deal coz im too pro. =D =P

nitez.

jam scribbled at 9:42 PM

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trait snapshot

introverted, secretive, reclusive, tough, non-social, observer, fearless, solitary, libertarian, detached, does not like to lead, outsider, abides the rules, mind over heart, good at saving money, does not like to stand out, does not make friends easily, self sufficient, not aggressive, likes the unknown(im very curious sometimes), unconcerned with external opinion, strong, abstract, independent, very intellectual, analytical, high self control


Take Free Global Personality Test
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those in green font are what i tink is true of me. esp. the intellectual part. hahas! seriously..i tink it's quite accurate.

jam scribbled at 8:40 PM

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quote of the day--
happy international women's day! (i found out about this from a leaflet stuck on the noticeboard at my HDB void deck)

yay. today i stayed at home again. most of the time i like staying at home to rot. and enjoy a peaceful and relaxing day. listening to radio (i only listen to 933...), reading a book, watch some tv shows. or doing h.o.m.e.w.o.r.k. ew. today i continued reading 'my legendary girlfriend' by mike gayle. quite interesting. hah. i have good taste. =D then halfway through i stopped and played hexic (a msn game) to try to achieve a respectable high score. i did! i did! i got 146,175 points. i'm top on the score chart of my contacts! yays. i also realised that in the class, other than me, only shaoning and janice played hexic (or at least, were on the hiscores.) and shaoning started playing only today...lol

anyways after dinner i continued chem tutorial, then went on to maths tutorial. then of the 4 questions i tried, i did one. and that one, i couldnt do the last part. then i felt so rubbish. so i stopped and came online to type this. -_-' and im goin to continue hexic-ing now! buaiz!

jam scribbled at 9:08 PM

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was reading a book on psychology today. finally got round to borrowing one from the library...haha. it talks about the basics of psychology, what it is about etc. i found it quite boring until the last few chapters on mental disorders and social psychology. plus adolescence psychology too. i think i borrowed wrong book...should have looked up on social psychology. anyways din do much today...decided to join some broadcasting course organised by 933 for fun. hahas. pondered very long over it and decided to join, which is very un-normal. coz i will dare not join due to no one accompanying me...hope it would be fun and i would learn something...=p at least, i would be occupied over the march hols every night from 7-9....

and this morning listened to junli's new programme..called lan3 chong2 da4 gong1 kai1. its quite nice and has a lot of chances to win 933 souvenirs! then...there was this call-in session to ask your comment about edison chen's recent news on taking nude photos of himself..whether you would want to see or not. then i just picked up my phone to dial. THEN SUDDENLY I SAW I GOT THROUGH ON MY HP!! so shocked. then i think i lag a while then talked to junli. then was so nervous cause didnt prepare what to say...coz i only called through once before on jia hui's wkend prog and i tried a few times before i got through one...to guess the answer to a cold joke. then how i know i would get through on my first try...lol. then i just said some crap that i could think of. lol. thought mine was crap but luckily the guy after me also said the same thing so maybe my response didnt feel like crap. i said that i wouldnt want to see, even if i were a girl. then i said because i wouldnt be interested. haha. if given more time to think i would say that edison is very wu liao. he sends his own nude pics to other ppl lar! how disgusting. didnt really like him anyway. although last time i prefer him to shawn yu. now both are just as bad.

oh ya! then kitty was so evil =P said that the callers were not telling the truth. *rolls eyes* hmm. maybe she meant those few girls who called in and said they want to see his pics XD
argh! and i was second to call in. first one to call in had souvenir. haha...you're probably thinking i have nothing better to do. but i REALLY had nothing better to do. was lying on my bed listening to radio. then how i know so qiao3 got through. i should go and buy lottery.

jam scribbled at 8:15 PM

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quote of the day--
"我应该 就走开 就算感情还在
我应该 就放开 对他不再依赖"-- yuan2 dian3 by Tanya Chua/Stefanie Sun

i have a new song craze. yup! its yuan dian by the two talented homegrown singers!! its the next craze after Only One by nicholas zhang and wo3 ye3 hen3 xiang3 ta1 by stef sun...the lyrics are soooooooooo nice and beautiful! and of course the song is nice oso lah. the 'plot' talks about two best friends falling for the same person (in this case a guy) but one of them letting go of the guy to give in to her best friend. i think the two lines from the qotd in particular is splendid. we should really learn to let go sometimes, and not be too wound up about things.

its quite similar to wo3 ye3 hen3 xiang3 ta1. the latter talks about two people falling for the same guy too but they're not good friends...one of them fell for him first but she didnt admit....then this second girl came along and fell for him too...then she confessed to him and they got together...or something like tt. at least, its my own intepretation of the lyrics. so should be quite accurate right =D hahas.

so im like listening to it over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again! thats what i do when i reaaaaaaaally like a song =D i remember catching on to wo3 ye3 hen3 xiang3 ta1 the first or second time i heard it...and really loved it. very happy when it came out in kbox. i like singing! but dunno why i like singing coz i cant sing for nuts.

i especially like the bridge part. thats the qotd...quite catchy..i think. have to thank yayan for sending e mp3 to me. was thinking of buying tanya's new album...coz i like the first and second zhu3 da3 anyways....but luckily dont have to. cause i think if i did the cd would burn and become chao ta. keep playing track 11 =P

anyways. today yayan's friend came to crash HC, lep lect to be specific. then he was from dunman then he was super shuai with his super cool hair. (qutoed from the ppl who saw him today. i compile all together.) then ethel was like drooling all over, such that we almost drowned in her drool. haha. then jingren went to da1 shan4...haha. tho not really an appropriate word =p. normally is boys da1 shan4 girls -_-'

haiz how come some people have both brains+brawns+looks(does brawn include looks?) but i have neither??! hahas. bt dun care. i have lived for 16 years without brains+brawn so shud b able to live on. =D

really hope our class can stay as a class. though its really inevitable that there will be changes.

jam scribbled at 8:25 PM

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quote of the day--
"NOTICE: if you have noticed this notice, you will notice that there is nothing much to notice on this notice." (or something like that...a writing on a table i was at for GP) such high class vandalism.
today blogger a bit sort sort. have to refresh a few times before getting here...luckily my inspiration for blogging haven run away yet.
anyways. its coming to aries babies' birthday period! so horrible. a lot of frens whom i give presents to (hope tt from this sentence you can tell i dun give presents to everyone *cough cough* menosantaclaus.) have their birthdays during this period. so have to spend quite a bit! = bt nvm =] givin presents are fun! tho last time in TCHS when give presents, ppl say u gay. i tink here, if give to same gender, oso the same ting happens. if give to girls, scandals. and scandals normally caused by girls. oops. de2 zui4 a lot of girls. hahas. no offence. anyways. gotta go now. play solitaire SHOWDOWN!!!!! with xm. v fun =D glad tt jielong is fine now. and our lep tchr said tt 10points shud be quite fine too! so everything seems ok liaoz =)

jam scribbled at 9:41 PM

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quote of the day--
naga: 'wo3 shi4 da4 bian4'
dont know why naga wanted to say this unspoken fact out loud suddenly during maths lecture =p

oops. i did it again. but naga wouldn't mind right =]

sigh. there's just so many things i want to say. but i dont know how to begin.

yihan came to try to appeal today. dont know how was it. told him to ask about his chances of coming here first so that mrs chin wouldnt just chase him off with a 'general appeal starts after 23rd march'. hope he succeeds. there really seems to be a lot of people trying to appeal with 10 pts, using lep. and 11 too... anyway we found out chin had a meeting until 430pm...so i went back first...den he go back to chin later.

hmm he juz called me and said that chimney-chin-chin (oops. =x) told him the chances would be quite high...cause science is normally 5 points after bonus. so hey jingren-duo jie-si rui pls try to apply for LEP! tho i seriously think HC might-would be biased towards TCHS people =x but the difficult part is LEP part. its completely up to the oh-so-mighty m.i.n.i.s.t.r.y. good luck people. and to me too...i need it. u never know what the m.i.n.i.s.t.r.y will do.

yang ying got 17 points...she seems quite sad. but good that she can kan4 kai1...and shes planning to go TP already. best of luck! heard there's a diverse range of courses in TP.
jac got 17...going to IJ...best of luck to you all.

and joel ar. seriously think you should reconsider your choice. i think you should not choose to go IJ with 7 points...just because it is near your house. but then again. you got 7 points without coming from a top school...so guess your point on the school doesnt matter is true for you...anyways good luck in IJ.

somehow...i think 05s62 is a lot more luckier than other classes. heard 73(izzit 73 or 63? think is 73) didnt do very well too and a lot hav to leave. for us, those who probably cant stay can appeal through cca or something. those leaving are going to change combi or going to another JC of their choice. so we should treasure this fact. 05s62 rocks 4 -eva-!

jam scribbled at 7:17 PM

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i just read a blog. am very touched by it. its really very very sad...i feel just like what i felt when:

1. i was watching i not stupid (the scene where xiang yun was so exasperated with her son and her son was too, with himself but they can do nothing)
2. i was watching kung fu (the scene where the female lead huang2 sheng4 yi1 offered the infamous lollipop to stephen chow in exchange for her meagre earnings from selling ice-cream, and how he realised who the girl was)[i oso dunno why i cried then. i just did. maybe coz the girl was so poor thing].
3. (other movies which touched me but i cant recall now.)[actually just recalled one more but later ppl laugh at me. coz they will tink im being dumb. oh well.]

was just so touched. it seems almost like an idol movie to me...with a handsome male lead and a beautiful female lead brought together by a heart-wrenching storyline. however, it is the reality of it all that touches me. its not a drama. its real. two people are involved. one of em is my gd fren. i dunno whether it is his first love...sigh. a brave and open love proclamation by the boy in a public place where everyone can view. and the seemingly hopelessness of it all. didnt realise this all until i read it.

hopefully the pair have the courage to move on together. even though they may be separated. i hope not. best of luck to them.

i suddenly think im very nosy. and extra.

jam scribbled at 4:32 PM

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haiz...school is cruel. results are cruel. cambridge is cruel. truth is cruel. why? i cant sense a bit of happiness around me. no one dares to be happy. no one feels happy. i dont, too. when all my friends are greifing either for themselves or for others...haiz...

e.g. although jielong got very good results...(to me la..maybe he has his own standards) but he's still quite depressed...coz heard a lot in his class didnt do very well..sigh. hope he gets over it soon. and hope he didnt tink i was bothering him or i said anything wrong..(if you're reading this)

as for our class..hope wenjun can stay...weesiang too. and of coz jingren...i have abt 4 frens trying to remain/get into hc with 10pts thru LEP...hope all of them succeed...and all come 62 =) as for girls...wei ying changing streams..kai ying changing jc (i think) and levina not sure whether can stay or not. hope i didnt miss out anyone (rather, hope there isnt anyone more to be missed)
but i accept the fact that it is very difficult to keep the whole class after 3 mths...and i believe that even though we may not be in same schools or class, we can still be good friends..

some of my pri sch frens said they didnt do very well too...anyway hope they can go to their dream jc/poly..

oso..very sad...this year there are no top scorers from TCHS...the last year and we didnt have any. not even one....and its the last year..sigh. oh well...and the evil papers didnt even mention that we had 100% going to jc...simply so evil. nvm. TCHS will always retain its high prestiege(izzit spelt liddat?) and attract lots of small, cute, intelligent, innocent kiddos every year to wear its fantastic sexy khaki shorts.

well...wadeva happens...take care everyone...

jam scribbled at 9:38 PM

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