been reading the seniors' class blog. the archives around this period of time also. sigh. how come there're more posts in this period in their blog then us? i mean, we're posting a lot on class blog too. but its all almost the same ppl. jingren, yayan, zuohou, jan, clara, me, shaoning, paul. sigh. actually i've also observed for a long time that there are very obvious cliques in our class. anyways, cant help it i suppose. you cant force the class to be bonded together. i think what terence said (last yr) was very true --
"starting anew is never easy...ending the good times is detested...and horribly...we are caught in the middle..."
we. we are the crucial people in the middle. we should not detest the 2nd intake for taking up the places of those familiar faces. we should put ourselves in the shoes of the 2nd-intake...i think i would be very apprehensive of going to a new class where the rest are already quite familiar with each other except you. if we appear unfriendly to them, they would surely feel much worse. so i am determined
(if i stay) to overcome my shyness and try to talk to e 2nd-intakes. make their process of blending in with the class much more easier.
anyways. i dont tink i want to join council. maybe run for fun im not sure...i've given it a lot of thought. many reasons why i dont want to join council.
- it's really the FIRST time i've considered doing such a thing. i dont think im up to it. im after all still e quiet type. i cant bring myself to jump around in front of others and cheer them on when im shy myself.
- there's schoolwork to cope with. im not blessed with a lot of brains so i have to work hard. remember last time sec 1 i could not catch up with the syllabus and had to do some serious work.
- i already have other responsibilities to cope with, other than the possible heavier ones brought about by council.
- i cant think of any reason why i would want to become a councilor. i tink i will still keep my low profile and lead a peaceful life. im not e adventurous type...
so. maybe i just run for fun. i dunno. but as for joining...
i'll let it pass.
jam scribbled at 9:38 AM
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